I'm sorry for you loss, Louisa passed far too soon. I feel your loss, almost as if I knew her. She lives on in your memories, something that will be yours for ever,A wonoderfulblessing. Know that her spirit lives on, safe and happy, in Paradise with our Lord Jesus. Please know that God meant for families to be together for eternity, this is His eternal plan. In my heart,I know this to be true without a shadow of a doubt. I also know that you would be comforted with the knowledge I've been given. If you can feel my love toward's you in my words, than I urge you to search your heart in prayer. Ask the Lord if you should investigate the Church of Jesus Christ of Latterday Saints. If you feel the spirit prompting you, please contact the church in Holland or search Mormon.com on the web. Find out about the inner pease and serenity which can be yours for the asking. Have your spiritual questions answered. There is work to be done for Louisa here on earth,and youas well. I found this webpage by accident, felt your pain, and heart ache, and wanted to help. I say this in the name of our savior, Jesus Christ. May God's blessing be upon you and may the Holy Spirit move you toward the truth, Amen.
My best wishes to the whole family,
Your brother in Christ, and no, I'm not a crazy zealot, trust me.