To Olivier
From four to three how can that be?
You are essential Family
It makes me mad
I feel so sad
That you’re not here with Mum and Dad With Brother Philip by your side
Three broken hearts that makes me cry
I feel so blessed that I could be part of your life when you were wee
Playing with toys whilst on my lap, such a special little chap Searching for frogs, feeding the ducks, painting, drawing cars and trucks Playing soccer having fun as life should be for someone so young Lots of parties and birthday cake -life was a blast make no mistake
I know you loved to go to school, top of the class, yes, no one’s fool
You studied hard, excelled at sport and made your parents proud of course
Such happy times with family and your friends, so eager for more experiences Skiing, holidays, sailing too, precious times and memories for all with you
And then the cancer came your way and stole from you just basic play
I watched you looking at your friends too tired to run and to join in.
It broke my heart to see you so, I felt so powerless you know
You were so brave and so strong, just coped with it and carried on
So innocent, did nothing wrong
You battled on with all your might
But gradually you lost the fight
A brother, nephew, grandchild and son
Taken so soon, when your life had just begun
Anger, frustration fill my mind, how can life be so unkind? Confused thoughts mixed up with sorrow and grief
I blame it on that cancer Thief
Who stole your future and your dreams
Without any explanation so it seems
And now for those of us who remain
It’s now our turn to take the strain
Take comfort that you’re free of pain
But knowing that life won’t be the same What can ever fill this gaping hole?
A future bright that cancer stole
We cling to memories big and small
To plug the gap to mourn to heal
I will admit I’ve shed a tear ... but have a plan Olivier my dear
So sweet courageous Olivier Van Riel, let’s make a pact let’s make a deal...
Each time I look up towards heaven and see fireworks lighting up the sky
I’d like to think you’re passing by,
I’d like to think you’re saying “Hi”
With Love Angela xx