Omg Alastair you just made me cry!
I am shocked and can't believe the messages I've just read. You were my beautiful friend at school and I still carry all these fond memories of the time we spent together, which was lots!
We kept in touch even though we didn't get to meet up yet. Stupid me, I thought we would still have time. If only I had known....
I am so sorry to hear about your struggles but in a sense it somehow makes things better knowing you found your peace now, because I am sure you have.
It leaves me very sad though, because I have lost a friend even though he might be happier now. A friend I have so many great memories with, a friend who I followed from a distance these days, although we always managed to speak to one another once in a while.
A friend I wasn't ready to miss yet...
Alastair I really hope things are better for you now. My tears will dry and our memories will make me smile again I am sure!
I will always love you my friend x
My condolences to your family and friends.