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Alastair George

18-11-197429-05-2016
      ALASTAIR'S GONE : The sound ended...

      We are truely sorry to have to tell you that our best friend, our finest allie and eternal brother Alastair has gone...

      In the note he left, he said that noone must feel guilty. He was truely sorry to leave us in this way but Alastair was sooo tired. Tired of having to fight every single minute of the day, a fight that became harder by the day. In his life he grasped every single spec of light that he could see. Always just to go on for another day. He has tried everything to fight it. But the invisible enemy just became bigger and bigger.

      " I just can't carry the weight of pain (...) that keeps getting heavier every day " (...) "Anyone who really knows me knows I never wanted this. I always fought to find another solution. Another way out. "

      We've tried to contact all persons that we know of that were important to him, personally. We were not able to contact everyone and are sorry they will have to learn from his death through these messages. Through the pain we all feel, there is- for me at least -the very strong feeling that he actually is at peace now....

      As for now, we are working on how to give him a proper send-off. We will post the date of his funeral as soon as we know !

      Listen to him: https://soundcloud.com/everyone_else

      UPDATE 03-06-2016: In this folder we will upload pictures, documents and music by and about Alastair:

      https://drive.google.com/folderview?id=0B-pH3KjrvdnjY2tHcTBJYk9GQlk&usp=sharing

      His final words to us are available upon request to read. We don't want them shared through social media.

      Everyone who has any questions whatsoever, feel invited to contact me or Paul.
      Renk: 06-24805848 // renkvanoyen@gmail.com

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      • Life is life, fun is fun, and all continues in different directions.
        reactie 27   |   niet OK
        Shit.
        Tot op de dag van vandaag maak ik gebruik van zijn riffs.
        Life is life, fun is fun, and all continues in different directions.
        Poor fellow.
        Wat ongelofelijk jammer.
        Ik heb met Alastair altijd het gevoel gehad, iemand te kennen die met dezelfde levensvragen worstelt als ik doe.
        Dat gevoel is blijven bestaan,, ook lang nadat we elkaar veel zagen.
        En nu is hij er niet meer.
        Wat ongelofelijk jammer.

        robert heijnen - den bosch
        7 juni 2016
      • Muziek
        reactie 26   |   niet OK

        Nicole de Vaan - Den Bosch
        4 juni 2016
      • Video
        reactie 25   |   niet OK

        Izabela Samandar - merksplas
        3 juni 2016
      • Een laatste groet...
        reactie 24   |   niet OK
        Alastair, ik kende je oppervlakkig, meer van in het voorbij gaan. Af en toe hebben we mekaar eens gesproken, je leek me altijd een zachte, lieve maar oh zo breekbare ziel. Triest dat het zo moest gaan.... rust zacht.
        Mijn medeleven aan familie en alle vrienden.

        Martin van Berkum - 's-Hertogenbosch
        3 juni 2016
      • De Doorbraak
        reactie 23   |   niet OK
        Lieve Alistair,

        Ik zie je nog binnen komen in De Doorbraak samen met Elisabeth.
        We hebben mooie en heftige tijden beleefd, toen en in de jaren daarna.
        Nu is het best lang geleden dat ik je heb gezien maar ik begrijp dat het niet meer te dragen is geweest voor jou. Ik wens je rust en vrijheid die je hier niet kon vinden. En ik wens je lots and lots of music on the other site. Een liefde en passie die we iig blijven delen. Liefs en houdoe lieve Alistair!

        Yolanda van Lokven - Den Bosch
        2 juni 2016
      • Eileen Kluge
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        Eileen Kluge - Gotha
        2 juni 2016
        reactie 22
      • goodbye beautiful friend
        reactie 21   |   niet OK
        Omg Alastair you just made me cry!
        I am shocked and can't believe the messages I've just read. You were my beautiful friend at school and I still carry all these fond memories of the time we spent together, which was lots!
        We kept in touch even though we didn't get to meet up yet. Stupid me, I thought we would still have time. If only I had known....
        I am so sorry to hear about your struggles but in a sense it somehow makes things better knowing you found your peace now, because I am sure you have.
        It leaves me very sad though, because I have lost a friend even though he might be happier now. A friend I have so many great memories with, a friend who I followed from a distance these days, although we always managed to speak to one another once in a while.
        A friend I wasn't ready to miss yet...
        Alastair I really hope things are better for you now. My tears will dry and our memories will make me smile again I am sure!
        I will always love you my friend x
        My condolences to your family and friends.

        Sabine Meijer - -
        2 juni 2016
      • no degrees of separation
        reactie 20   |   niet OK
        It’s the first time it’s happened to me
        Before, I just used to shut myself in
        Keeping my distance from life and its stuff
        Because I’d never felt it so deep down
        And then I felt an emotion flare up quickly
        And push its way into my heart without turning down its voice
        And I feel no tension, only life inside me

        No degree of separation
        No kind of hesitation
        There’s no division keeping us apart
        We are going the same direction in this universe on the move

        There’s no degree of separation

        I had less time for my heart and more for my mind
        Always one step behind and my soul on high alert
        and I watched the world from a door
        never completely open, from a distance
        and no, there’s no hesitation now inside me

        There is no degree of separation
        There is no degree of hesitation
        There is no degree of space between us
        live in love
        We are stars aligned together
        dancing through the sky, we are shining

        No degree of separation
        in this universe on the move

        And then I felt an emotion flare up quickly
        And push its way into my heart without turning down its voice

        Nevin Bakay - Den Bosch
        2 juni 2016
      • Video
        reactie 19   |   niet OK

        Nevin Bakay - Den Bosch
        2 juni 2016
      • Nevin Bakay
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        Nevin Bakay - Den Bosch
        2 juni 2016
        reactie 18

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