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My dearest son,

on the day that you were born, earth received such an amazing gift, and on the day that you died, Heaven received a very special angel... Happy B-Day in Heaven, may you have the best birthday ever!!! There is no doubt, and that's for sure, I will see you again, while this world we endure, once again to be united way above, wrapped in the arms of our Savior's love...

From heaven he was delivered

As a baby unto you,

When God said to me softly

I'm trusting you to do

Everything that's needed

To nurture and to love...

He's your little angel

Sent from me above...



You see...spirits cannot be

Held, hugged, or kissed...

The body that was his vessel

Is what you'll surely miss,

But his spirit that I shared with you

On that one special day,

That is what I promise

To never take away...



So he is back in heaven now

The earth was not his place...

He taught you all he could

About dignity and grace,

So as you grieve and weep

To see him once again,

I promise he's waiting here

When you get to heaven...

Another Christmas without you, Ylan... I miss you so very much… Everyday I wish I had you back and everyday the realization of the impossible brings the awful pain and emptiness that sometimes is unbearable... Each day runs into the next and each seems the same... The world doesn't stop but my world is on pause... See you in Heaven my son...

Another year without my son *Ylan*...

My heart hurts and my tears are running down my cheeks... We stood for each other... Every day, every night, every time I will always miss you... I miss your voice, I miss your smile, I miss your smell, I miss your hugs, I miss your jokes, I miss how much you made me feel I was a worthy mom...I still don't believe you're gone... Death changes everything!!! Time changes nothing... I miss you as much today as I did the day you died... You were my hardest goodbye!!! Rest on, sweet child of mine...

Another Birthday has come around and there’s nothing I can do... But sit for a while, picture your smile, just like I always do... If I could visit Heaven, even for a day, maybe for a moment the pain would go away…



Happy Birthday in Heaven, sweet child of mine...

No one understands the heartache,

No one feels the pain,

cause no one ever sees the tears

when you're crying in the rain...xxx